Looking back into the history of my life and trials I came to see this
truth. In one of my toughest trials where i was under the heat of
depression and Satan's jaws, it looked like for the longest time that this
which i was going thru was going to be my lot in the rest of my life. I
mean every day i would hear persuasions in my mind saying, you will
never overcome this, not you, your stuck in this......
Though in the taste of what i was going
thru it tasted and looked like those words were every bit true, I refused
to accept them as to let them settle over me as that which would govern the
rest of my life. I refused to believe them, that they would have the
last say so...For around 3 and a half years i fought against those words
and that which i was going thru in what seemed in the natural to have no end it
sight....But God, thank God for those BUT GOD places in the scriptures. He knew the hour and the day for my victory was
already going to come to pass though i was basically only in hope for
it, believing for it. crying out for it...I did not see the beauty nor the joy that
was just ahead that He had planned for me in England. In England when
the victory came and the grace glory fell upon me it tasted better than the sweet of the honeycomb. It tasted better than
anything that i had ever before tasted or ever dreamed possible in
God in man....
So friends I say to you, Never give up...Just keep pressing even if you feel your like barely hanging on the
promise. It was in the darkest moment, in the peak of the attack of the storm, that when I called out unto Jesus that suddenly light and grace
dawned and the victory came......deno.
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